In the evening I was just pissed off at the world about what, I don’t know. I felt depressed, angry, ready to unload, slowed down, and I felt like my future was hopeless. However, even though I felt like that I got on a kick of scanning my Mom and Grandma’s old recipes in the computer and I got on a mini high. I was motivated, creative, had more energy, and my thoughts were racing about what I could do with all the family information I’ve been recording. However, I was still depressed, angry, anxious, felt like my future was hopeless. It was a head struggle kind of night. I’m not really sure what I was. I just wish it could have been normal. Anyway, I’m done for tonight, going to try and watch a little television, and go to bed.
I’m a 46 year old man who’s been dealing with Bipolar my entire life. It wasn’t until 2013 that I was diagnosed and this blog is my story. As you’ll see there’s been many lapses in my posting but I’m going to try and get back with it. I’ve had a lot of trouble during my lapses but I continue to remain optimistic about my bipolar hence the title Optimistic Bipolar.
Monday, July 15, 2013
Day 50 "Mixed Bag Kind Of Day AGAIN"
Today I woke up at 8am and took my pills, ate a light
breakfast, drank some water and went back to bed. I was really groggy and needed the
sleep. I woke up in the afternoon around
2 and was still a little groggy but I was more irritable and angry. I argued with my seven year old nephew for
over an hour about what he was watching on television. I finally walked away because it wasn’t worth
arguing with a seven year old and it was just making me angrier.
In the evening I was just pissed off at the world about what, I don’t know. I felt depressed, angry, ready to unload, slowed down, and I felt like my future was hopeless. However, even though I felt like that I got on a kick of scanning my Mom and Grandma’s old recipes in the computer and I got on a mini high. I was motivated, creative, had more energy, and my thoughts were racing about what I could do with all the family information I’ve been recording. However, I was still depressed, angry, anxious, felt like my future was hopeless. It was a head struggle kind of night. I’m not really sure what I was. I just wish it could have been normal. Anyway, I’m done for tonight, going to try and watch a little television, and go to bed.
In the evening I was just pissed off at the world about what, I don’t know. I felt depressed, angry, ready to unload, slowed down, and I felt like my future was hopeless. However, even though I felt like that I got on a kick of scanning my Mom and Grandma’s old recipes in the computer and I got on a mini high. I was motivated, creative, had more energy, and my thoughts were racing about what I could do with all the family information I’ve been recording. However, I was still depressed, angry, anxious, felt like my future was hopeless. It was a head struggle kind of night. I’m not really sure what I was. I just wish it could have been normal. Anyway, I’m done for tonight, going to try and watch a little television, and go to bed.
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