I’m a 46 year old man who’s been dealing with Bipolar my entire life. It wasn’t until 2013 that I was diagnosed and this blog is my story. As you’ll see there’s been many lapses in my posting but I’m going to try and get back with it. I’ve had a lot of trouble during my lapses but I continue to remain optimistic about my bipolar hence the title Optimistic Bipolar.
Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Day 3 "No Sleep, Irritable, Depressed, & Suicidal"
Today I woke up at 1130am missed my schedule for taking my
am Lithium. I took it but that meant
that I bumped my pm dose to later. I had
a really rough night of sleep and stared at the clock till after 3 am. The Klonopin did nothing for me at all last
night. Today I was irritated most of the
day and even a little confrontational. I
have cried several times today and have been pretty depressed. I at one point even thought about suicide but
thank god I’m too chicken to do that.
It’s been an overall not so good day except for the fact that I was able
to follow my diet today and drink a lot of water. I feel pretty lethargic overall.
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