I’m trying so hard to be positive but I feel like my time has passed quite a bit. I feel like I’m going to have no place to live, nothing to drive, and no money to take care myself. I so much want to feel different but I just can’t. It’s now about 1am and I’m going to bed.
I’m a 46 year old man who’s been dealing with Bipolar my entire life. It wasn’t until 2013 that I was diagnosed and this blog is my story. As you’ll see there’s been many lapses in my posting but I’m going to try and get back with it. I’ve had a lot of trouble during my lapses but I continue to remain optimistic about my bipolar hence the title Optimistic Bipolar.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Day 42 "Mixed State Today"
I got up at around noon today and had slept for about nine
hours. I went with my cousin to her parent’s
house and we went for a ride that was nice.
It was nice to get out of the house.
I was very groggy up until about 6pm and then I felt a little more
alert. Even though I felt a little more
alert I still was depressed and had no hope for my future.
I’m trying so hard to be positive but I feel like my time has passed quite a bit. I feel like I’m going to have no place to live, nothing to drive, and no money to take care myself. I so much want to feel different but I just can’t. It’s now about 1am and I’m going to bed.
I’m trying so hard to be positive but I feel like my time has passed quite a bit. I feel like I’m going to have no place to live, nothing to drive, and no money to take care myself. I so much want to feel different but I just can’t. It’s now about 1am and I’m going to bed.
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