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1997
February
- Job Promotion, Kay Bee Toys, Part Time ASM to Full Time ASM, Columbus, Ohio.
- Started seeing a doctor that started me on a liquid diet.
- I drank five shakes a day, plus a meal which consisted of 8 oz. of meat and all the veggies and water I could handle.
- I did well at first on this diet losing around 67 pounds but after about six months I began to eat when I was stressed and around September is when the binging and purging began.
March –April
- I remember having some sort of outburst over something in my Mom’s living room where I started screaming at the top of my lungs and threatening to kill myself.
- I told her I wanted to run my car into a wall.
- I can’t remember what I was upset about but I remember being hysterical and yelling a lot.
- My sister got married in April and it was a stressful time for everyone.
- My sister and her fiance both worked at the same K*B branch as ASM's and there was talk of laying me off at my store so that my sister's fiance could work at my branch. Since I was lower on the totem pole I would have to be let go.
April
- My sister quit K*B Toys which made it so that there would be no transfer.
July
- Job Promotion, K*B Toys, Full Time ASM to SM, Sandusky, Ohio
September-October
- Started binging and purging at work especially after long hours worked.
- There were days when I didn't binge and purge but other days I would binge and purge up to five times a day.
- Everything was dependent on the type of day I was having.
- This habit continued on a regular basis until July 2008 when I started seeing a Therapist about my bulimia.
October-December
- Iwas working 50-60 hours a week as a salaried employee.
- I was sleeping very.
- I was very irritable and could exploed on a dime.
- I always had a new project at work to do and everything had to be perfect.
- I was always self confident.
- I had a lot of energy.
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