Today hasn't been the worst day I've had lately. I've had many days where all I do is cry all day and stay in bed. But today I wanted to be awake even though I did take a short nap. My mood today while not perfect was in the middle. I wasn't sad or happy which isn't a bad thing for me. I've said before that maybe my normal isn't going to be happy all the time. I just want to bet at a place where I can enjoy my surroundings.
I don't know how it would work for me and I haven't investigated anything yet but I think that in time I need to get away from the northeast Ohio winters. The snow and extreme temperatures have really bothered me especially this year. I have felt like the cold is going to make me sick and that I'm going to die. I don't know where I would go but I do know that the warmer temperatures would help me out both mentally and physically.
I’m a 46 year old man who’s been dealing with Bipolar my entire life. It wasn’t until 2013 that I was diagnosed and this blog is my story. As you’ll see there’s been many lapses in my posting but I’m going to try and get back with it. I’ve had a lot of trouble during my lapses but I continue to remain optimistic about my bipolar hence the title Optimistic Bipolar.
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