Last night I again didn't sleep and haven't felt tired all day. I have been very hypersexual all day and again looking for a one night stand. It's probably a good thing I'm nothing to look at because I would be getting in trouble right now. At the same time I just keep getting angry and am irritable. I just feel like I want to go but there's nowhere to go to.
I haven't tracked in over a month and I think its time I start doing it again. Social Security called me tonight and was asking me questions about my treatment and physical impairment and I think I was a little vague. Had I been able to look at a tracker I could have been able to be more clear with him. I did explain to him that I have to write things down or I miss details and mix things up. Anyway, I talked with him for about fifteen minutes and he seemed like a nice guy. I did inform him that I have a lawyer and he hadn't got that paperwork yet. He actually told me to give them a call tomorrow, let them know we talked, give them his fax number, and let them know to send in some paperwork. I hope all goes well with the my disability claim so that I can have a little time to devote to myself without distraction.
I’m a 46 year old man who’s been dealing with Bipolar my entire life. It wasn’t until 2013 that I was diagnosed and this blog is my story. As you’ll see there’s been many lapses in my posting but I’m going to try and get back with it. I’ve had a lot of trouble during my lapses but I continue to remain optimistic about my bipolar hence the title Optimistic Bipolar.
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