I’m a 46 year old man who’s been dealing with Bipolar my entire life. It wasn’t until 2013 that I was diagnosed and this blog is my story. As you’ll see there’s been many lapses in my posting but I’m going to try and get back with it. I’ve had a lot of trouble during my lapses but I continue to remain optimistic about my bipolar hence the title Optimistic Bipolar.
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Day 3 "No Sleep, Irritable, Depressed, & Suicidal"
Today I woke up at 1130am missed my schedule for taking my
am Lithium. I took it but that meant
that I bumped my pm dose to later. I had
a really rough night of sleep and stared at the clock till after 3 am. The Klonopin did nothing for me at all last
night. Today I was irritated most of the
day and even a little confrontational. I
have cried several times today and have been pretty depressed. I at one point even thought about suicide but
thank god I’m too chicken to do that.
It’s been an overall not so good day except for the fact that I was able
to follow my diet today and drink a lot of water. I feel pretty lethargic overall.
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